Cheese and crackers

That about sums it up. Tired, depressed, alone, sad, empty, blah. I feel lost.... 

Lab Rat Mafia

Dunno where this bitch came from all I know is she's trouble and maybe be the leader of the Lab Rats. 

-.-

Just juiced the last of my veggies.... I guess I'll head to Galaxy Groceries... Gonna be weird haven't shopped there alone in along time :/ 

Home safe

Been a wild evening, made decision that where best for the girl I cared about. I hope to see her in a few years from now free of drugs and people that want to hurt her. On the way home I saw two shooting stars and made a wish for her and the second I made one for me.

On a lighter note, me, mittens and Jeffery found out Jacky can make you bowl better lol! Then during bowling Colleen shoots me a message "Party"!!! So after bowling the little lovers went home I headed to sector 5 on the station and had an amazing time! You would be surprised how many friends you really have in the end who will help you through any situation. No matter what the cost is. Just a great night over all.

To break character now this goes out to the Carr family, if you ever need help J7 will always be there and one day I hope we can have a picnic with your daughter drug free. And I want to bring my amazing friends just to show that the world isn't as bad as it seems some times. I will also bring some amazing potato  salad too! Chelsea I love you, I pray for your health and safe return one day. You'll always be in my heart, you have my "chi" from when you bit my arm when we where holding each other the other day. It will protect you as it have me. But once again, Chelsea I Love you I know your family is going to take great care of you. :) 

Captain Chang, signing off for tonight and going to bed. 

I can finally sleep with a clear conscious

:) 

Relieved

It's been a roller coaster... Big time lately and I'm happy to say that I'm relieved. Someone I care about is getting the best help ever. Met her amazing brother, who I think will never stop at any thing like me. My tale in this story is over and the next adventure awaits. She'll always be in my heart. Second star to the right & straight on till morning :)

Hanger bay

Well the ships primed and ready for the Coloma mission.... Still feeling sad, Mittens and Jeffery are taking me out tonight :) still sad. Some times I wonder what it's like to be happy. Hurts to care, worse that i can't see her, wondering if they will ever let me see her again :/ really hate my life sometimes... (*'.')

Still lost

I feel helpless, can't even help the one I care for... I want vengeance, if I find out who hurt her and helped her to get to this point they better be ready hells coming with me... No one deserves to go through what her family is going through, I hope they give me the chance to help. Jupiter 7 is behind me and willing to help.

I hope mittens is right this is where her mind changes for the better. Plus I'm glad I put that hex on her the other day. She kisses my arm and bites down on my and I did the same to her shoulder and that bite transferred my Chi to her Chi and I'm sure it's what protected her from dying. I'm sure everyone's like ha your a dumb ass, nuts, weirdo. But I know I've seen shit that will turn u white! 

I believe in magic and hope and it's never let me down.. I hope to see her soon and avenge her