Home ....

Just walked into my apartment and on the video screen there's a letter flashing telling me about a new message??? I walked up to it and touched the screen. 

You I are gift has been canceled you are not allowed to contact this person. Monies will be refunded.....

So someone's stopping from talking to my baby

Evil look on face

Job kiosk

Wow this hasn't happened in awhile emergency call for Jupiter 7. Massive infection highland system.... -.- I only have to work tomorrow at 3.... Well jobs are jobs and I know Casey and Colleen will be happy to make some money! Wheels up at 0700, waiting for code name on the mission. I hope I can get some sleep tonight 

Zzzzzzzz

Miss my baby, she called me tonight made her feel relaxed :) I will protect her when we are together gods help me and give me strength.

Miss this :(

I miss ice cream Sundays with my baby :(

I always let her have the cherry :(

Mission Coloma

Working hard holding the line, but with no sleep again :( plus I had an episode last night again. Kinda freaked the team out. Everyone's watching over me which makes me feel good, but at the same

Time I have a major mental issue and I need to solve it soon or I maybe hit rock bottom and I won't be able to recover :/

Into the wind

Ugh feelin sick with the solar sheers. Casey and mark are snuggled up missy and lynsye r the same. Nonots recharging. I'm sitting here in my captains chair, got the seat back and extended. Foot rest up and all alone looking up at a brown dwarf.... I always have the best seat in the house and no one to share it with :( Kat I miss you :(... I know I'll never see you again I miss your kindness and cheerfulness. They always ask me why don't you fear death? Because I'm so lonely nothing hurts :/ I hate my life some times. Well at least the lab rats arnt doing anything stupid.. Nice and quiet listing to Alex goot!

Caloma mission

22hrs & counting down... Sigh reports r calling for heavy resistance.... On a lighter note I got a interesting phone call from Kat. It was kinda like whoa, lot of I love you, hey can u send me this. I wish I didn't do that I wanted to be with you instead I love you then the phone cut off. Soo... Yea... At least she's thinking about me... Wish I could help her :| I know staying away is the right thing to do but. What if I'm the key to make things better?