Into the wind

Ugh feelin sick with the solar sheers. Casey and mark are snuggled up missy and lynsye r the same. Nonots recharging. I'm sitting here in my captains chair, got the seat back and extended. Foot rest up and all alone looking up at a brown dwarf.... I always have the best seat in the house and no one to share it with :( Kat I miss you :(... I know I'll never see you again I miss your kindness and cheerfulness. They always ask me why don't you fear death? Because I'm so lonely nothing hurts :/ I hate my life some times. Well at least the lab rats arnt doing anything stupid.. Nice and quiet listing to Alex goot!