Hurt

In more pain that I've ever been in. And it's not a broke bone, knife injury or being shot. My heart hurts so baby it's unbelievable. Just wonder why this always happens to me, why do i always end up like this just miserable? 

I thought Kat was the one, then her past came out like a super volcano just bam, and she just couldn't give up the drug and the ex. There both like a wolf in sheeps clothing... :( I was so excited he wanted to be together and we where planning so much then this... I really wish I my apartment would lose all oxygen while I'm sleeping tonight.

I'm just not meant to be happy