In this corner I still sit

Ugh, I feel like poop. Been drinkin all night by myself and still wondering what my purpose is.... Why can't I be happy? Yea I'm a captain for a star ship and I have a good job, my own place. Why am I so miserable? I've been cheated on, lied to and I'm still stupid enough to let myself get hurt. Space is a very lonely place and I don't know where I'm gonna go from here. I feel so empty like the fuel tank in the Astroliner

In a dark place

Just got back from a mission. We all high five each other. Everyone made it home safely. But I'm all alone again, I had a few close calls out there today but still i have no one to talk to. I'm sitting on the floor in the corner of my apartment with a bottle of UV cake hoping to get vented into space. I'm tired of the endless rounds, with no one there for me what's the point. Yea my pilot skills are great but why should I keep going. If I crash and burn I'll just be another name on a wall, and no one will know my pain.
Maybe I'll go back and sit in the Astroliner for awhile, I'm more at peace within my star ship.

It's so dark here

Space news

Space station Calypso of Neptune has lost all communications, reasons unknown team may need to be assembled

Depressed captain

The title says it all, im lost again due to my heart. I look at all my friends and everyone's happy and I'm all alone. Sure they come up to me your not alone where with ya. It's just not the same, I just feel like why am I here, can't I be happy. It's like a dark cloud that will never go away. I wish someone would just save me. I save people all the time. Why can't it be my turn :(

P B J

I'm hungry,

Tired

Wow I'm officially tired... Blah, to lazy to walk down to the hanger bay and look at my ship. Let alone the job board...... Maybe I'll go smoothie bar hopping, to meet single ladies... :) best idea yet!!!

Ouch ouch ouch

Oh god I'm sore, HR and half in the gym. Darn bike is broken, stuck with punching bag and weight :(. And no work on the job board... I need monies to up date my gym.... Lemonade stand yay :D with liquid :$ :o