Victory! Croswell

We've accomplished our mission. Wasn't easy. Met some amazing people, actually some great people of Croswell. I hope one day to be as great as them. We saved everyone, no major injuries and no one died. Tomorrow we head to meet with the Delphinus orbiting Clawson. After that home to the station with dinner with my baby. I got a surprise for her! Flowers, and dinner at bahama breeze on the station then I hope some dancing too :) I can't wait to see her. I can't stop thinking about her :)

The Croswell Incident

Been here for a few days now. The mystery of the cave monsters have been solved. Lab Rat Mafia, is up to no good. Besides killing monsters my baby got out today and sent me a message! She doing good and I want to plan an awesome dinner for her when I get back! Hope she likes Cuban food :) I want to give her the best! Poor thing she's been thru so much in life and I want her to know I'm going to be that man that won't , cheat, lie, hurt her, physically and emotionally. She's my beauty and my beat :) crap and where under attack where did this fighter come from wtf! Be back later, baby I love u with all my heart and ill see u soon sweet heart!!!

Fire work

I feel great, knowing someone cares about me even better to feel and care for someone who I'm going to give my all to, to lead a better life. And show there more to this world than a one way street!
It's the for me to boldly go where to man has gone before.
My story will be of legends and I will strive to do my best as captain of the Astroliner. Where we go from here to beyond places where people are afraid to follow and it will not be for the faint of heart because there will be hard times even harder times before the Space Wars. I will lead my crew and ship to places and bring peace to all who want it and stomp out the lab rat mafia, and any one else who dares to hurt, kill, abuse anyone, mean any species, alien, everyone in out galaxy I will protect!

At worlds end

Finally on vacation!!! Made it to the out skirts amazing moon on earth! Going to crash and see what kind of fun tomorrow will bring :)

Pizza

Ahh war stories and pizza with Mittens and Jeffery (^.^)

Say what you need to say

Title says it all, no matter what, speak your mind and tell her the truth. She'll listen, and you'll save her from harm and be able to help her gain her strength back.

Main goals to help her re bond with her family

Become an Officer

Smile again like she used to

And help her shoot straighter

Setting up the perfect shot

Ok so I'm going to do it, I'm going to throw everything on the line, my star ship included. My crews behind me, my close friends. It's not I don't have a choice, it i have to do it to save someone's life. I'm not going to fail I'm going to say everything from my heart. It will fire like the ION cannon on the Astroliner.

I'm going to free myself of this curse I've cursed myself with. Gods give me strength. For what I'm about to do with effect everything in my life and may shift things to an in shiftable position

I don't fear the conversation I will have I fear me after the conversation. I fear that I may not survive the blast. I'll survive the initial explosion. But the fall out my kill me. The true test will begin soon, and when the time is right I will open fire and hope I can do it. Please let this work and please let this free of my own curse, or if I fail please end me quicker rather than a slow death.


God Speed

Oh Casey

Casey finally got her Mickey Bar

Worse than death

I sit here looking at the social network. How do you save someone who's in love and as their in love their being ruined? It's like trying to cure cancer, 90% failure.

If I had a time machine I'd save my friend marks sister. I'd go to the future and get the cure for her cancer and cure her just to see him happy. Losing a sibling especially a sister, I can't imagine what he went through. It would be the first thing I'd do with my time machine.

Sector 5

At the bar with friends in sector 5, play n pool! Wish I wasn't alone in this :( at least I'm with friends I can trust, while my crew is away.

Donut

Mmmmmm space donuts!!!! Mmmmm sprinkles

The hanger bay

So I was drinking yea no big suprise!!!!! I put my bottle next toy space ship work they look alike!!!!

Time to keep drinking wooooooo

.........0.o...........

Bored out of my mind....... Oh let's see what's up on social network.....

Casey posted on lynsyes wall,"hahaha I pee'd on your wall" with a photo of a dog peeing on a barn

Mittens posted a photo of flowers from Jeffery "love you babes!" the flowers sit on her work bench surrounded by grease and wrenches.

Mark posted: I'm hungry I want to place an online order for white castle when we jump back to earth!!!

Missy posts: lynsyen I love you baby!!! With a posted photo of edible arrangements. Nicely cover chocolate Strawberries and pineapples.

As for me...... To depressed to post anything besides I want to kill my self. All this lovie dubbie shit.... When's it going to be my turn.......

I don't know how many times I write this in my journal :(. Something's gotta give it's just been a bad year all around. My ex cheated on me, tried to fall in love with a girl in the military and she ended up dating a moron from the alphas, won't talk about mittens, that was my own fault :\. And yea here I sit... In my captains chair com pad in hand bottle of water to my left and saturn in front of me........ Yea I'll shut up now and cry in my chair....

I can here Casey or Mittens Cry Baby!!!!!!!!

Orbiting Saturn

Orbiting Saturn.... Yawn...... No signs of the Lab Rat Mafia so far. Colleens down on Titan with her team. All goes well, Casey and Mark are playing are with NONOT and I got first watch up on the bridge. It's a little lonely, wish I had someone to share this view with. Jupiter looks better in my opinion.

Gods I feel so empty and alone up here..... I look into my mineral water bottle wonder what it would be like to have someone to care about.

Dark matter

How do you control something you don't know how to control? We've been flying missions for the past several months. The current mission "hallows" had been a challenge, not matter how much I fight to hid my feelings it tears me apart, the crew has begun to notice a change in me and the way I act. I want to be a better person all around but I feel so damanged. The last accident I had wasnt her fault it was mine. How come I can pull the trigger to kill and enemy but I can't when I feel something's write?

Funny just the other day a family came up to me in the food court they sat with me as I ate and the said we where on the Golden Wing freight liner. You saved our lives, can we do any thing for any thing at all? I looked at them and said just be happy for your selves and live every moment with each other. Then I told them don't be like me. I do everything I can to save life but i can't save myself from myself. I always hurt my self by not making the right decisions and this time it hurts more than any thing and I don't know what to do. We fly again at 19:00 hrs and I'll be suited I'll be ready but my heart will never be right. Honestly I told Mark I hope I get shot down today, and I say it every day but I seem to still survive it everyday. If the Astroliner was a person I think it would feel the same way. We both feel empty and beaten inside. It's been running for of 35 years I've been running for 29 years some times I wonder if I need to take a break. But if I did I would just spend it alone so what's the point no one like to do what I do. And with my luck I'd get called to action.

I just feel lost.....

Shields up what!?!?!!!!!

Casey just repair the last shielding that was damaged we should be ready to go. Man I've got a head ache

Whoa

Went to a party last night on lvl 53 of the station, damn good time!!!!

Depressed captain

The title says it all, im lost again due to my heart. I look at all my friends and everyone's happy and I'm all alone. Sure they come up to me your not alone where with ya. It's just not the same, I just feel like why am I here, can't I be happy. It's like a dark cloud that will never go away. I wish someone would just save me. I save people all the time. Why can't it be my turn :(

Tired

Wow I'm officially tired... Blah, to lazy to walk down to the hanger bay and look at my ship. Let alone the job board...... Maybe I'll go smoothie bar hopping, to meet single ladies... :) best idea yet!!!

Ouch ouch ouch

Oh god I'm sore, HR and half in the gym. Darn bike is broken, stuck with punching bag and weight :(. And no work on the job board... I need monies to up date my gym.... Lemonade stand yay :D with liquid :$ :o