Dense

Not sure why but I decided to girl sector 5 to a night club..... Yea no clue everyone's on shore leave. 

Stormy night

Laying in my hammock in my make shift captains room in the Astroliner. 

I like hearing the rain on the hull, very relaxing. Makes me think, as strong as I am maybe just maybe I'm meant to help someone? 

Not to mention a phone call from 16 light years away gives me the motivation to get up again.... Time to ride at high sun. 

Earth

I've been staying with friends on earth for awhile now. I haven't been in range of my captains log in awhile. I was staying on Valorine for awhile. 

Still can't figure out why I'm alive after what happens two years ago.... 

Tired of meeting people and always getting hurt. 

I think the Astroliner feels the same way after I crashed it.. I don't know, no missions this week I just wish shit would change. Tired of being single and alone.