In this corner I still sit

Ugh, I feel like poop. Been drinkin all night by myself and still wondering what my purpose is.... Why can't I be happy? Yea I'm a captain for a star ship and I have a good job, my own place. Why am I so miserable? I've been cheated on, lied to and I'm still stupid enough to let myself get hurt. Space is a very lonely place and I don't know where I'm gonna go from here. I feel so empty like the fuel tank in the Astroliner

In a dark place

Just got back from a mission. We all high five each other. Everyone made it home safely. But I'm all alone again, I had a few close calls out there today but still i have no one to talk to. I'm sitting on the floor in the corner of my apartment with a bottle of UV cake hoping to get vented into space. I'm tired of the endless rounds, with no one there for me what's the point. Yea my pilot skills are great but why should I keep going. If I crash and burn I'll just be another name on a wall, and no one will know my pain.
Maybe I'll go back and sit in the Astroliner for awhile, I'm more at peace within my star ship.

It's so dark here

Space news

Space station Calypso of Neptune has lost all communications, reasons unknown team may need to be assembled

Depressed captain

The title says it all, im lost again due to my heart. I look at all my friends and everyone's happy and I'm all alone. Sure they come up to me your not alone where with ya. It's just not the same, I just feel like why am I here, can't I be happy. It's like a dark cloud that will never go away. I wish someone would just save me. I save people all the time. Why can't it be my turn :(

P B J

I'm hungry,

Tired

Wow I'm officially tired... Blah, to lazy to walk down to the hanger bay and look at my ship. Let alone the job board...... Maybe I'll go smoothie bar hopping, to meet single ladies... :) best idea yet!!!

Ouch ouch ouch

Oh god I'm sore, HR and half in the gym. Darn bike is broken, stuck with punching bag and weight :(. And no work on the job board... I need monies to up date my gym.... Lemonade stand yay :D with liquid :$ :o

Working hard, hardly working

Ahhh another nice day

BFE

Well no little creepy girls yet, Casey afraid to leave the room by herself.

Yarp

Ugh long day tomorrow, copying, then rocket, them money! Hey mittens thanks for the pep talk and drinks tonight! Venting is a great thing and your a great friend!

Yay training on earth

Today I'm working at my other job!!!! Wooo, so I have training before work I'm going to improve my selling skills of signs and graphics I'm exciting because it's with my favorite trainer. Paulie is the bomb and an awesome trainer.

At least for once I'm not training for the space military.

Middle of duh week!

Ugh, can't wait to get back to my ship, I think i have a crush on a girl again, so not cool. I need to stay away from females that don't want to go on adventures. I'd know, well me and mittens are going on a detox r&r weekend, she's leaving Jeffery at home and where gonna chillz and sneak a few drinks and talk aboot the old days. It's funny, me, mark and mittens where all in basic training together, crazy. All well good times! :)

Left or right

Being a captain of a space ship is like being a like being a rock star. Everyone wants to ride, everyone wants a tour, everyone wants to join the crew.

Wish I had time for my self, maybe Mitten was right the only way I'll be free if it blows up or officially falls apart like the blues mobile!

Board walk

Long day, long weekend. I found an awesome board walk, clear sky drink in hand. Couldnt ask for more. Proud to say I saw a shooting star and I didn't make a wish for me I wished it for the people I work with. Hope them well :) uh ho here comes Casey Mark gotta run!!

Dewitt Michigan

Thanks to the Dewitt Christian church, for feeding the animals 'us' :) one day left back to the fight!

Oops landing hehehe

Landed on the wrong plate form, landed right in the middle of a cougar party :)

Oh poo

So where all hung over, tired, except NONOT he's a robot! And on the radar we have yet more storms.... Casey Mark baton down the hatches!!!

Ugh 0706

Omg nvr again everyone reeks of boos will report in shortly eta to Dewitt, 3 hrs

Wheels up at 0600

Oh god I'm hung over ass hell and we launch at 0600, Casey wheres them pillz?????? Blahhhhhhhhhh ugh drunk space captain and large space ship woooo!!!!! And I'm single bitch, yea I'm talking to you across the bar!!! Wanna see my Ion cannon!!!!!

Wheels up at 0600

Oh god I'm hung over ass hell and we launch at 0600, Casey wheres them pillz?????? Blahhhhhhhhhh ugh drunk space captain and large space ship woooo!!!!! And I'm single bitch, yea I'm talking to you across the bar!!! Wanna see my Ion cannon!!!!!

Cant sleep

Yet again I can't sleep, I've walked down to the hanger, quite and lonely as usual.

Dying space ship

I just want it to stop, the endless rotations, the crappy food, I just want to be me. No ones ever there when u truly need em, some times I think we really are alone in all this it's hopeless

The ships falling apart the team is beginning to separate,

Am I lost.

Rack time

Phew long day just did my first watch of the area, all clear time for bed got my rack pulled out in the astroliner, gonna watch nick and Nora and fall asleep

End of the night getting ready to set up camp

Long day we've landed safely and the fire works are about to start, yay I feel like the luckiest person just wish i had someone to share this with.

Welcome to marine city

Well it's raining and still raining and bow getting a meal at Morrelis cafe

Marine city mission

Can't sleep only a few hours to go before we launch I've counted everything ten times maybe I'll do it one more time.

Two days to go

Great news after being Coloma this weekend we will be in marine city and presenting the new film "expedited delivery"!!!!

Coloma accomplished

Mission accomplished, where heading home, eta with warp drive 3 hrs. Coloma has been saved, waters been restored and the children's mysterious disease is gone.

Think I'm gonna enjoy the view of andromeda

15 hrs into the mission

Omg long day and only had 3 hrs of sleep last night, finally got a break, shower, chow. Wish I had someone to lay back and watch the stars with. I guess I forgot how lonely it gets out here. Just me and the ship everyone else took off. I've walked the perimeter not much out here.

I wish I had someone to miss, I feel like an empty shell. And brain dead

BFE

Um well where here........ Coloma MI............. At least there's a subway......

Moon bound

Eta moon 3 hrs depending on traffic

Yay we got work

Yay caloma peach fest here we come!!! Gotta get up in 3 hrs :(