Great day

Had a great day with my baby. Left Neptune headed to Mars for a bit then out to the Asteroids for some fun at the zoo and dinner on Titan station. Real oven baked pizza yum ;p

         On the way back to Neptune :/ not looking forward to leaving her, but I get to see her in another week so it's worth it. She makes my days go by faster. Either way I know she's safe. I love her to death, I won't let anything happen to her. I swear of the LRM or government tries to take her away from me again. Gods help em. I will destroy them, and wipe the from existence. I'd do any thing for her, I want her to be happy period. No one should ever have to go thru what she has. That's why she deserves the best. 

Yay yay yay chicken dance!!!

Getting ready for bed get to see my baby tomorrow, heading to Neptune :)

:)

Had a good time tonight hanged out with some good friends. Miss'n my baby, did get an amazing call from her this morning. Wish I could of talked longer but it will make Monday even better I. I know Colleen said to roll with it but I'm making plans this time :)  I haven't been to Olypus Zoo since high school, so I figured perfect place to take her on a day date. The Mars station going for authentic brick oven pizza so hyped :) she's worth keeping promises for. Poor girls been hurt and abused so many times. I can see why she wanted to off her self. I'm not going to let that happen I love her to much. I'd rather crash the Astroliner into her demon to kill it than to watch her suffer

Pooped...

So tired went straight to bed, two more days till I see my baby again :) 

Working hard saving money and vacation hours, big plans with her :) I love her so much. 

Off to sreep

Best day ever :)

Got to spend the day with my baby. Had a good time, next Monday I'm going to blow her mind and show her a great time. Where both gonna get a little Vitamin Z :) then dinner on the Laski Station, real brick oven pizza.

Lunar financial

Sitting here waiting for an advisor for my baby we are sitting here playing candy crush... :) so happy to be with her

Nightmare

Just had a bad nightmare about Tuesday, Kat said she was leaving to another planetary system... She said it was a decision they made for her and it may be the best..... She wouldn't let me go with her :(.... It felt so real I woke up in tears, and my heart was throbbing so bad. What if it was a premonition? I can't do that in reality I can let go of her. I can suffer a broken heart again. If I do this time I will fall... I can't deal with that pain again, that pain that stings do bad if it where a weapon it would be the most powerful.. Kat I miss you honey ill see you in 24 hrs, baby please font let this dream be real.....

Omg

I have to survive the next 24 hrs..... I already fell off my exercise equipment.. What's next? Baby ill see u Tuesday dead or alive ill be there damnit!! 

Nervous Again

Two days until I see my baby..... I'm scared and I have no idea why 

Orbit

Stationed out side romulus station, no sign of any bad guys just easy peas'y surprisingly. Think I'm gonna get BK tonight got a long day tomorrow. 

More excited to see my baby on Tuesday can't wait. I'm counting the days. I talked to her for like a minute here and a minute there and she sounded so depressed.... 

:( I feel bad I wish I could find a way to cheer her up.

City of new Detroit

Thank godz one of my best friends husband is an attorney he got me to the correct court level. This building is huge! 210 story's tall. Yea Jeffrey even hooked me up with a cup of java :) taste better than coffee on the space station. He said if he has time we'll go check out the famous remake hot dog place. Gotta make it thru this first. 

Mr Spock

Nervous for two reasons... A going to court tomorrow to determine my future of me the Astroliner and my Baby... I didn't do any thing bad we r accused of doing bad and the lab rat mafia is trying to get us from a different angle.

Plus I miss my baby I hope she likes her MP3 player I got her. :) I put our favorite songs on it so I hope she enjoys it. Next week I can't wait to spend the day with her. I'm so nervous 

Where to start.... :)

Heck of a weekend! Got a call from my baby today she's doing good. And I got a letter too!! Gods I love her so much. I get to see her next Tuesday I'm soooo excited I'm going to pee myself!!! She sounds better too. Kaskadia System failed we held the line as best we could but the station collapsed we saved everyone just lost the station. 

Well I'm off to sleep and dream about my baby :)

Kaskadia System

Floating around the Kaskadia System eating doughnuts!!! Gotta love it, I miss my baby, sitting in my chair looking at our photos on my dash. Yup can't wait to see her. I miss her, I've dreamed about her four times in the past week.  :) I love her and when she gets home it will be a place of zen for her. It will help her a lot I think

Tired

Tired, on my way up to the Astroliner out to the putter rim. I miss my love so much. I can almost hear her heart beat :)

Wooooo

Just worked 36 hrs straight, damn tired. Plus I got another letter from my baby :) back at it again bout to shower and rock it out again!!

Pooped

Long day haven't heard from my baby hope she's alright, tire been a busy day. I know she's alright I can't stop reading her letter I love her so much :)

Woo hoo!!!

One long hard day today but came home to a letter from my baby :)

I've read it so many times :) she's doing good, trying to hold it together. I know she's having a hard time I'm gonna do what I can from this distance. I love her so much :]

Shepard

Well I was lost now I'm found. Thank god for bill aka Shepard. Set me straight and got me thinking tonight got me on the right track. Kat baby I love you very much ill be your support forever I know your safe and well I need to turn my attention to the problem. I won't be far baby, I'm always near.

......

Life sucks... That's all I got

Can't sleep

Haven't had any contact with Kat in 2 weeks, and only received one letter... I think  losing my mind. I want to hear her voice so bad, I want to hold her hand so bad, I want to kiss her so bad.... I'm in so much pain from missing her. Kat I love u 

lost.......

Just feeling lost tonight.....

Nothing feels real nothing feels right...... I miss her so much, shes like air I can't breath with out her....... I want to go back to a place in my life where everything seemed alright.... I miss her so damn bad, and I haven't had any contact with her..... its killing me like radiation poisoning. Id rather have cancer or take a deadly disease from a child then deal with the waiting pain of seeing my baby. It always seems who ever I touch or try to be with, I just ruin them... maybe that gypsye form the Saturn Station was right I'm as surely cursed for the rest of my life never to fall in love. I can only help other and never take the benefits........ Day's like this I wish it was me that was sucked out into space and not that family

Damn finally day off

Holy mastacholio made it to a day off. All week I've been thinking about my baby.. I love her so much. I hope she's ok, I know she's on that behavior BS, I'm gonna call tomorrow and just ask if there is anything I can do to help her... I miss her so bad it hurts. Hell today a customer came in and I thought it was her I lost control for a few seconds and this lady was like wtf wrong with u. I told mittens she's like pull your self together Captain!!

Just left the gym gonna get a juice "veggie" :) and probably check FB and crash and enjoy my day off tomorrow. I know I have to retro fit the Astroliner for this weekend. Got I miss u Kat. I miss u so much babe! I'm gonna write u a letter tomorrow, love you honey :)

Kinda sad :/

Really missing my baby. Still can't see her yet, I'm gonna write her a letter tonight. Mail it tomorrow, :( I thought I would be able to see her Saturday but no go. She's on behavior contract :( probably because she sent me that secret message. I feel bad she's in trouble because of me, I still feel its my fault she's in this predicament. If I would of helped her then we would of been together :/ doesn't matter I love her to death, and I will be her support! I'm gonna be like a summoning from final fantasy total bad ass

Food court

It's bad when u feel miserable when in a food court everyone is sitting with someone eating and I have the table to myself.... Kat I miss u wish u where here babe  

Another late night

Finally tired, just left the gym. Long day I have tomorrow off I hope I get to hear from my baby tomorrow and then see her on Saturday :3 yes I know I say I miss her to much but it's da truth!! I hope she liked everything I sent her. I hope she uses the diary I got for her. And the hello kitty stickers I put on it too lol. Can't wait to hear her voice and feel her touch again :) I love u Kat I'm counting the day babe :3

Lunch time

I miss Kat so bad I read her letters just to remind me of her voice :)

Work

Captain Sanchez of the Dirty Dozen Convoey needs help transporting goods, I'm sending the team out for this one on Saturday. They'll be in the Jackson system. I'll be heading to Neptune to see my Kitty Kat. :) I love her so much! I hope she loves me as much as I love her! 

Same damn ceiling

Kat I miss you, the crew misses u. Me and NONOT where sitting on the edge of the ion cannon today. He said he wishes you where back so we can be a family again. :) made me cry almost. Everyone sees how it's tearing me apart not having u here. I hope u get my care package.. I love u so much I feel like I'm bleeding from inside :( 

Sad

I miss my baby so bad :(  I'm at work and all I think about is her :( I love her so much. I miss her so much :/ I want to be with her so bad 

Little excited!

So... I'm putting together a little care package for my baby :) two magazines, a diary to help her through hard times, and twizzlers. I even put hello kitty stickers on it for her. Like I said before I'm not afraid to show her I love her at all.

Mid afternoon nap

Ugh I fell asleep on the couch and dreamed of Kat :) I woke up hugging a pillow :( I miss her so much... 

Tossy turny

Can sleep, just can't stop thinking about my baby :) this is the best photo of us. I love u Kat! 

This was taken the day we escaped that planet with the Astroliner. This was taken right in front of the crash. I wasn't afraid to show everyone we where in love. We crashed into each other on the deck, people, news media and more watched us. 

When ever I think of her I feel I can accomplish any thing. :) she's my Bonnie and I'm Clyde 

Beyond

Beyond tired, beyond excited, beyond the past ready for the future. All I can think of when I look in a mirror is a future with her. Kat I love you, the letter u wrote me the other day revived me. It was a long day and just your letter alone made me rise against all odds to keep going. I'm gonna send u a care package because u deserve it.

I'll draw & color a photo of us because I don't want to bring back any of your bad memories from your photos. Soon well make new memories, better memories, the best memories. We'll make everyone jealous because we'll be that couple that's so perfect it's retarded. We'll fight over the best reasons, and we'll stand fast against our own curses. When were together we can battle each others pain. And I'll take all your pain honey. I take what ever you need, I'm your shield, im your guard, im your platinum, I'm your hero. The last person you'll ever have to love :) I miss you so much, I miss you like a child that's misses his or her blanket.... I know u get out during the holidays which I think is awesome. One of the best times of the year, it will be cold and we'll be able to cuddle up to a fire, watch the snow fall. I love you so much Kat.