Day 7

Been fasting for 7 days I feel great, lots of energy and just over all amazing. I'm going 60 days of this. Everyone keeps asking me why? Because I'm not happy with myself and i hope to attract a girl on the station I like well she actually lives on Mars but she comes to the station every other week.  Nonot is really pushing me and bill has been doing it to because he has been having a hard time fitting into his fighter. So here I sit ready for bed dreaming about the new girl who I have a crush on and one day hope to be happy 

Late night entry 7-8-2158

How are u supposed to live without the one when u can't even find them?

Victory! Croswell

We've accomplished our mission. Wasn't easy. Met some amazing people, actually some great people of Croswell. I hope one day to be as great as them. We saved everyone, no major injuries and no one died. Tomorrow we head to meet with the Delphinus orbiting Clawson. After that home to the station with dinner with my baby. I got a surprise for her! Flowers, and dinner at bahama breeze on the station then I hope some dancing too :) I can't wait to see her. I can't stop thinking about her :)

The Croswell Incident

Been here for a few days now. The mystery of the cave monsters have been solved. Lab Rat Mafia, is up to no good. Besides killing monsters my baby got out today and sent me a message! She doing good and I want to plan an awesome dinner for her when I get back! Hope she likes Cuban food :) I want to give her the best! Poor thing she's been thru so much in life and I want her to know I'm going to be that man that won't , cheat, lie, hurt her, physically and emotionally. She's my beauty and my beat :) crap and where under attack where did this fighter come from wtf! Be back later, baby I love u with all my heart and ill see u soon sweet heart!!!

Choice

I didn't choose it it chose me.

Fire work

I feel great, knowing someone cares about me even better to feel and care for someone who I'm going to give my all to, to lead a better life. And show there more to this world than a one way street!
It's the for me to boldly go where to man has gone before.
My story will be of legends and I will strive to do my best as captain of the Astroliner. Where we go from here to beyond places where people are afraid to follow and it will not be for the faint of heart because there will be hard times even harder times before the Space Wars. I will lead my crew and ship to places and bring peace to all who want it and stomp out the lab rat mafia, and any one else who dares to hurt, kill, abuse anyone, mean any species, alien, everyone in out galaxy I will protect!

DDNR

Washed, waxed, wet vac'd, sexy.

^.^$$$$$

Phew heck of a weekend and Monday blew by fast. Had to work on repairs to the bomber, but the Astroliner is in great shape. I finally have an evening off with Kat, first thing I did was take a shower, pay some billz. And order some Chinese :3. We just finished eating, she's in the shower so I figured I'd update that everything was a success this weekend. Hopefully I can sell my story to more people. Well she just turned the water off I'm gonna finish up then its time to cuddle. :}

Say what you need to say

Title says it all, no matter what, speak your mind and tell her the truth. She'll listen, and you'll save her from harm and be able to help her gain her strength back.

Main goals to help her re bond with her family

Become an Officer

Smile again like she used to

And help her shoot straighter

Setting up the perfect shot

Ok so I'm going to do it, I'm going to throw everything on the line, my star ship included. My crews behind me, my close friends. It's not I don't have a choice, it i have to do it to save someone's life. I'm not going to fail I'm going to say everything from my heart. It will fire like the ION cannon on the Astroliner.

I'm going to free myself of this curse I've cursed myself with. Gods give me strength. For what I'm about to do with effect everything in my life and may shift things to an in shiftable position

I don't fear the conversation I will have I fear me after the conversation. I fear that I may not survive the blast. I'll survive the initial explosion. But the fall out my kill me. The true test will begin soon, and when the time is right I will open fire and hope I can do it. Please let this work and please let this free of my own curse, or if I fail please end me quicker rather than a slow death.


God Speed

Oh Casey

Casey finally got her Mickey Bar

Sector 5

At the bar with friends in sector 5, play n pool! Wish I wasn't alone in this :( at least I'm with friends I can trust, while my crew is away.

The hanger bay

So I was drinking yea no big suprise!!!!! I put my bottle next toy space ship work they look alike!!!!

Time to keep drinking wooooooo

Shields up what!?!?!!!!!

Casey just repair the last shielding that was damaged we should be ready to go. Man I've got a head ache

Screwed over by the big green weenie again

So I was planing in having another fun weekend.... Yea cut short because some ass hole hates what government is charging him for taxes. So he blows up half of Carris Space Station... Wtf I was supose to goto the beach, maybe have a drink work on my tan..... Whateves this is my life and it's ending one second at a time.... :(

Space news

Space station Calypso of Neptune has lost all communications, reasons unknown team may need to be assembled

Depressed captain

The title says it all, im lost again due to my heart. I look at all my friends and everyone's happy and I'm all alone. Sure they come up to me your not alone where with ya. It's just not the same, I just feel like why am I here, can't I be happy. It's like a dark cloud that will never go away. I wish someone would just save me. I save people all the time. Why can't it be my turn :(

Tired

Wow I'm officially tired... Blah, to lazy to walk down to the hanger bay and look at my ship. Let alone the job board...... Maybe I'll go smoothie bar hopping, to meet single ladies... :) best idea yet!!!

Ouch ouch ouch

Oh god I'm sore, HR and half in the gym. Darn bike is broken, stuck with punching bag and weight :(. And no work on the job board... I need monies to up date my gym.... Lemonade stand yay :D with liquid :$ :o

Working hard, hardly working

Ahhh another nice day