Amazing

Being the bigger person and doing what's right to help others will always be the right thing to do. Even if you lose everything. I don't have a soul, I don't have a heart. But I will still continue to save the people around who I care about or so help me god.

I will not fail my friends, brothers and sisters to the end.

The truth

Knowing that you've helped someone's relationship is a great feeling. When you think that person is being treated unfairly, it's good to take a double take and walk with them instead of away from them. I've lost so many friends to war and suffering I'm not going to lose any more.

Solar storm

Yay last day of Saturn mission, get to head home. Only issue there's a wild solar storm coming through, shits gonna be real.

Besides that we got bowling tonight and relaxing can't wait!!

Silence

So don't know what's worse, the fact I haven't heard any thing or the fact I feel better I've been able to sleep again.

Thank you Chelsea for the other evening very good conversation.

I guess conversations help in every which way

Detroit fanfair

Here I sit at another comic show yay and I'm hung over :)

At least the girls are cute!

After math

Well I feel bad that I ruined someone's day, but maybe I made it better. I don't know I could be wrong I could be right I guess only time can tell

Say what you need to say

Title says it all, no matter what, speak your mind and tell her the truth. She'll listen, and you'll save her from harm and be able to help her gain her strength back.

Main goals to help her re bond with her family

Become an Officer

Smile again like she used to

And help her shoot straighter

Going in for the kill

The title says it all. I've consulted with everyone and I'm going to tell here everything! Everyone said the same thing why is she wasting her time. Either she'll listen and be saved or she will ignore me and I'll lose a god friend and she'll be ruined for the rest of her life :(. Non the less I will gather all my strength to talk to her tomorrow night on the docking deck of the space station. I have to tell her, it's killing me inside and I know he's just going to Hirt her more and keep smiling about it like he's trying to be the best boyfriend ever. I don't care if she dates me or not as long as she happy and safe from danger is my main course of action brb.

Can't sleep

Ugh I'm ripping my self apart I can't sleep...... Feels like my souls being shredded. I have to do this, I don't know how but I have too. God please let this go right. That's all I ask, I just need this to work! Please please please please.... I'm begging for strength to save her please. Haven't I suffered enough?

Setting up the perfect shot

Ok so I'm going to do it, I'm going to throw everything on the line, my star ship included. My crews behind me, my close friends. It's not I don't have a choice, it i have to do it to save someone's life. I'm not going to fail I'm going to say everything from my heart. It will fire like the ION cannon on the Astroliner.

I'm going to free myself of this curse I've cursed myself with. Gods give me strength. For what I'm about to do with effect everything in my life and may shift things to an in shiftable position

I don't fear the conversation I will have I fear me after the conversation. I fear that I may not survive the blast. I'll survive the initial explosion. But the fall out my kill me. The true test will begin soon, and when the time is right I will open fire and hope I can do it. Please let this work and please let this free of my own curse, or if I fail please end me quicker rather than a slow death.


God Speed

Bowling

Having a good night with my bowling league, first time ever on a league. Helps clear the mind of all the shit going on in my life.

Sooner or later I'm going to take that shot, I can't hold this in any longer its ripping me apart cell by cell, bone by bone.

Sunday

Ever have a Beatles song playing in your head? Well yesterday is playing in mine feel sad again, some times I wonder what the future hold for me and my crew

Mixed signal

Never can tell if she's asking for help?

Oh Casey

Casey finally got her Mickey Bar

Crap

The title says it all, apparently I kissed someone I shouldn't of now I have strep throat like a mofo, and it's going around the station :(. Nvr drink and kiss a random girl

ION Cannon

Deciding to use the ion cannon is an easier decision to make than the one I'm going to make in a few weeks. I'm tired of my friends being hurt, ruined, destroyed, plane fucked over.

I'm going to at least save one. Even if it kills me I will take all bullets coming her way. It may ruin our friend ship it may not. I'll do what ever I can to make it right I swear.

Freezing!!!

Heaterrrrrs are out in the Astroliner again and it's really cold in space!!!

Space

Just let it be. Best advice ever!

Worse than death

I sit here looking at the social network. How do you save someone who's in love and as their in love their being ruined? It's like trying to cure cancer, 90% failure.

If I had a time machine I'd save my friend marks sister. I'd go to the future and get the cure for her cancer and cure her just to see him happy. Losing a sibling especially a sister, I can't imagine what he went through. It would be the first thing I'd do with my time machine.

Sector 5

At the bar with friends in sector 5, play n pool! Wish I wasn't alone in this :( at least I'm with friends I can trust, while my crew is away.